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Terra Incognita: The Abyss (Re-Explored Edition) – Chapter One

A Gruesone Battle For Glory

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The People Behind The Glory of BleedTV

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Terra Incognita: The Abyss (Re-Explored Edition) – Chapter Six

The Fifth Point

There was no falling. No flying. No floating. Only a breath and – Smack. He hit the cold stone floor of an unfamiliar cave, the book clenched against his chest. The landing knocked the wind from his lungs. He coughed, clutching the book to his chest. When he finally stood, legs shaky, the tome still weighed him down, but it comforted him.

It took a second for his eyes to adjust to the light blaring at him from the torches that illuminated the walls, tight in their sconces. Their shimmer felt off. Everything did. He pressed a hand to his head, checking for damage.

“Well, that sucked.”

Ben stood on shaky legs, still clinging to the book like it might vanish. It had gotten him there. It needed to get him back too.

Ben checked his pockets and found the knife and the medallion. If he had known, he would have brought even more stuff. His dad had swords on the wall downstairs. If only.

He still had the medallion, still had the book—and that meant he still had a job to do. Franklin’s wife was out there. Somewhere in this place. Trapped, like he had been.

The chamber was not a natural cave formation. Someone had taken special care to build the octagonal room with large dark-gray bricks that stood from the floor up. Above him was a vaulted ceiling that was well out of his reach.

Four human statues rested along the edges, each staring at him with a cold gaze that only stone could have.

Upon closer examination, Ben saw that each statue had a different item in its hand—a cup, a sword, a shield, and a torch. Each statue was also aligned to an element of nature.

The man with the cup was knee deep in water, pouring it from his chalice. The stone was moist with condensation.

Adjacent to him was a man with a long sword that pointed toward the sky. His hair and clothing seemed to be windswept.

Next was a woman with a shield and she carried a cloth bag full of sand.

The last, another woman, held a stone torch that lit the chamber.

Each statue had a large unique design carved into the base.

Against the wall behind the statues was a small podium that had a stone book resting on it. It was a stone effigy of the very book Ben held.

He wondered if this was a coincidence or if this was the room that greeted all travelers to this world.

The book itself was opened to a single page that had been etched into the stone. As he opened the book, a sharp breeze hit his face from nowhere.

He turned through the pages until he found the matching image of the one that was before him written in stone. A large pentagram with five symbols marked its points.

Looking back at the statues, he could only surmise that each must have aligned with an element. Five points and only four statues. One was missing.

“What have I gotten myself into?” he asked, closing the book and looking around the chamber.

It took him a while, but after some investigation, he found an entrance that was all but hidden behind another wall. The room created an optical illusion that almost made it impossible to find the escape.

He turned to leave, but something caught his eye. There, around the corner, a person’s boot moved.

“Hello, who’s there?” Ben asked.

As soon as the words left his lips, whoever the booted foot belonged to darted out of the passage.

Ben took off after them, but they were gone.

Outside, breath ragged, Ben found himself in the middle of a dense forest.

Pine trees loomed in every direction, reaching up into a starless sky. To his right, a cliff towered above the trees—and at its summit stood something unbelievable. There, mocking him, was the house he had just left, standing tall and proud.

Before he could question it, something moved in a bush at the corner of his vision.

“Come out! I’ve got a knife!” Ben shouted, fumbling the folded blade with trembling hands.

“Whoa, whoa, okay, I’m sorry,” said a male’s voice.

Out of the shrub came a man wearing dark green cloth pants with black boots and a light red shirt under an obsidian cloak, its hood shaded half his face. Along his belt were many pouches, each contoured to whatever was in them.

“Why did you run?” Ben asked, breathless.

“Didn’t think anyone was in there. Scared the piss outta me,” the man said.

“So, why did you hide?”

“Because I couldn’t outrun you,” he replied, struggling to get up.

The man examined Ben’s jeans and T-shirt and frowned. “Strange clothes for a man.”

“You’re one to talk,” Ben replied.

The hooded man looked surprised by this but didn’t respond. They stood there for a while eye to eye, not saying a word until Ben finally broke the thick silence.

“What’s your name?”

“Miles Strange. Yours?”

He dusted himself off and checked all of his gear.

“That’s… something,” Ben said, barely resisting the obvious joke.

“Yeah, I chose it myself,” he replied, and then fell silent, looking at Ben as if waiting for a response.

“Oh, I’m Ben. Ben Harking. Sorry, I’m not really sure what to make of all of this,” Ben said.

“All of what?” he asked.

Ben shook his head. “Never mind. What were you doing in that cave?” he asked.

He didn’t trust the man. His arms tightened around the book without meaning to, showing just how valuable it was.

“Treasure hunting. Did you find that book there?” Miles asked, stepping closer to examine it.

“No, it’s mine,” Ben spat.

There was a brief moment of silence again before Miles relented and backed off.

“Didn’t look like anything good was left in there anyway. I’m off. Maybe I’ll see you around,” he said, turning his back to Ben and leaving with a simple wave.

Ben stood there, watching as he disappeared without a sound into the forest.

“Wait! Maybe we can travel together?” Ben yelled belatedly, but received no reply.

Ben smirked. “Well… that was strange.”

With the distraction gone, he focused his attention on the matter at hand—getting back up to the house and figuring out what to do next.

Things weren’t the same anymore, which was obvious, but the problem now was getting it all sorted out.

Looking at the book, he decided that it was best not to open it again. He needed to get somewhere safe. He had a feeling that people might want the power it held. Just by seeing the look Miles gave it was enough to tell him this.

Ben stood there for a while, trying to figure out how to get back up to the house. After a few moments of indecision, he got frustrated with himself for stalling and started walking in the direction he was facing.

The forest unsettled him at first, but the moonlit sky lit his way. He expected animals or some sound, anything. But found none. That didn’t disappoint him.

The pine forest was cleaner than he had expected. He walked on a bed of pine straw with little resistance from downed limbs or overgrown brush.

Less than an hour in, his feet were already aching, each step a protest. The house still loomed overhead peering down at him through the trees, but no path led up there.

He sat on a log, thinking about everything that had happened so far. He remembered the fear he felt before he jumped and the pain of the fire against his hand.

Everything he’d endured already started to reshape him. The day’s trials had already begun to reshape him… into something more.

There was no turning back.

Onward, he thought.

Where The Road Ends

Marion turned the deadbolt home, locked the handle, and sank into her chair. She reached down to her side and pulled up a bottle of Ancient Age. Her favorite bourbon.

Still watching the window, she twisted off the cap and poured some into her red plastic cup. She knew the pour by heart, never breaking her stare from the real show outside: the people drifting down her road.

Where were they going? The bend led only to a dead end, yet she’d never seen a single one come back. Never back to town. Honestly, she didn’t care, so long as they kept to their side of the property line. Still, what good was it, hiding behind the thin glass of her window?

The cable was always out, but the bourbon and diet coke never ran dry. It was enough entertainment, puzzling over the silent parade outside. Her hand shook as she slid a cigarette from the pack, clenched it between her teeth, and struck a match. It trembled as she placed it between her teeth, and struck the match. She drew in deep, snuffed the match with a wave, and let it fall into the ashtray. Her eyes never left the window.

What are they doing? There’s nowhere to go.

She sipped her drink, then lifted the binoculars her son had once bought her. They’d been meant for the deer out back, but she’d dragged her chair to face the road instead. More action there.

At first she thought they were homeless, settling in the woods, but they never left. Surely they’d need to go back to town. Unless they weren’t meant to come back.

The town had been pushing the homeless out, but these walkers seemed too well dressed for that. Maybe something was happening in the woods she didn’t know about. She’d heard whispers of a new development. There had been some talk of a new development going in.

She took another sip and chuckled to herself. Only 11 a.m. Maybe too early for such entertainment. She set the bottle back on the floor and flicked on the tv. What do ya, know. The Cable was working again. Fuzzy, but better than nothing.

She flipped through channels. Reruns. All reruns. Comforting in their way. She let the old shows wash over her, little windows into what life used to be. “The good old days,” they called it. But lately, even nostalgia wasn’t enough. The shows couldn’t hold her the way the people on the road did. Something new, something strange.

That hadn’t come along in a long time.

*****

The next morning, she waited for a gap in the people walking to rush up to her mail box. Being near them made her anxious. What if they guessed she was alone and decided to come inside? They were probably harmless, but she wasn’t gonna risk it.

On the way back, she noticed brown patches near the road where their feet had trampled her lawn. She wasn’t one to fuss, but she paid good money to Tom from the hardware store. They didn’t need to be messing up his hard work.

She glanced down the road. People were coming. She hurried back as fast as her stiff hips would allow. A small smile tugged at her lips. Silly, really. Running from people walking on the street?

Back inside, safe behind her deadbolt, she glanced at the clock. 8am. She sank into her chair and reached down by her side for the bottle.

To hell with it.

She hauled the bottle up and splashed a taste into her coffee and snatched up the binoculars again.

This time there were more of them, shuffling along as if it were the most natural thing in the world. She spotted a handsome one. Someone her granddaughter might have called cute, though the girl hardly visited these days. And she sure as hell wasn’t about to go out there and talk to him—

Wait– was he walking on her grass? This was why she couldn’t have a damn thing. Her retirement money was thinning, every dollar stretched as far as it could go, and she wasn’t about to see it trampled. She wasn’t about to spend money on lawncare while this joker just walked all over it.

She yanked the window open and poked her head out.

“Hey! Bozo. Off my lawn! Stay on the road, where you belong – taxes didn’t pay for my property!”

For a heartbeat, they all froze. Five of them. Perfectly still. Like statues.

“Oh, hell,” she muttered, regret turning in her gut.

Marion yanked her head back into the window, slammed closed the blinds, and poured another drink with her trembling hand.

*****

“Where are they?” she muttered, peering at the empty road over a bowl of oatmeal.

She hadn’t seen anyone since she closed the blinds. She’d sat there all morning, eyes on the road, waiting for something—anything—to happen. But it was like they had stopped all together. Surely, yelling out the window hadn’t… no.

She took another quick trip up to the mail box to get a look up and down the road. She opened the box.

Empty.

Pretending to look deeper, she stole glances left and right. How silly. She was afraid they might “see” her, but the damn road was empty.

Back inside, she flipped on the tv, lit a smoke, and sipped her cocktail with a trembling cigarette between her fingers. Waving the smoke out of her face, she thought she saw something in the corner of her eye, but it was just a bird at the tree line.

“Oh well,” she said, flipping through the channels. She found the same shows she always watched and killed the day lost in her old routine of channel surfing and mixing cocktails. After making herself a grilled cheese, she slouched back with her feet up, and drifted off into a nap in Harry's favorite chair.

She awoke to bright light in her eyes. Opening them slowly, she realized it was the motion light outside. She sat up, groggy, her head still thick from sleep. It was already night time. She must have poured more than she realized.

Odd, she thought, looking at the light outside. Most of the animals around here weren’t big enough to trip it. Even the stray cats had been tuned out—the light set only to catch larger shapes.

She got up and quickly closed the blinds. She peeked out the window, trying to see if anything was out there, but it was still. A few seconds later, the light went off, and she sighed.

She was headed to her bedroom when a loud knock came at her front door just feet away. She stumbled back into a potted plant, nearly toppling it, but caught it just in time.

“One second,” she said.

Why did I do that? Now they know I’m here.

Knock. Knock. Knock.

Each knock louder than the last.

Moving as quietly as her old body could handle, she tried to peek out the window. The motion light was off, and she couldn’t see the door from that angle.

Knock.

She abandoned the window, hurried down the hall, slammed her bedroom door, and locked it before crawling into bed.

“Someone knocking on your door?”

“Yes, yes. Please, it's late, and I’m alone. I’m just an old lady.”

“Understood. We’ll send someone right away ma’am.”

“Thank you. Thank you so much,” she whispered, curling under the covers with shaky relief.

Harry would have taken care of this already, she thought, trying to settle herself down.

*****

Either the police never came, or she’d slept through their arrival, and their leaving. She woke the next morning still buried under the covers. Sunlight poured in, and she felt foolish. It must have been a dream. She’d been confused before. Usually when she forgot her meds.

Grocery day, she thought.

She climbed into her car and drove off for groceries. While going down the bread aisle, she saw someone she didn’t want to see. She turned back and slipped down another aisle, away from her “friend”, Stephanie. That one was a little too full of herself. The lord looked down on the prideful.

As she was checking out, she heard people talking about the new subdivision going in at the end of her road. She hadn’t heard a word about that. Maybe that’s where the walkers had been headed all along.

When she got home, once again, there was no one on the road. Wherever they’d been going, they must have arrived. She was a little disappointed, but it was for the best. She had better things to occupy herself with.

She unpacked the groceries, slapped together a pimento cheese sandwich, and called it a night.

Knock. Knock. Knock.

That was the back door. Someone's at the back door trying to get in.

She reached for the phone to call the police – it was in the other room. She couldn’t make herself leave the bed.

By sunrise she was wrecked. She tugged on her robe and hurried to fetch the phone. She called the police. Her arthritic hands were barely able to press the buttons.

“Whats your emergency?”

“Please, I need help. People are harassing me all night. Knocking on my door.”

“Ma’am calm down,” said the dispatcher. “We’ll send the officer back out. We need you to answer when he knocks this time, okay?”

“You already sent someone?”

“Yes, ma’am. The first time you called.”

“Oh my,” she whispered, head swimming. “I must sound ridiculous. I’ve worked myself up.”

“It’s okay, ma’am. It's a slow day. Mike said he’d swing back by… number 12 Carcosa Way.

The blood seemed to drain out of her all at once.

“No, I'm at 13. 13 Carcosa Way.”

“Mike will be out there shortly, ma’am. Sit tight.

******

When he arrived, Mike walked her slowly around the property, scanning for anything out of place. He was polite, offering his arm for her to steady herself. She couldn’t remember the last time anyone had treated her like a lady.

“No signs of forced entry. Nothing missing,” Mike said, matter-of-fact..

I know,” she admitted, flushing. “It’s just… I’m here alone. It gets scary sometimes.”

“Yes, ma’am. You did the right thing by calling us. Do you have any one else on the property?”

“No—well, yes. My lawn guy comes every few weeks. Keeps the yard neat. Does good work, if you’re looking for someone.”

Mike grinned. “No, ma’am. My wife would have my head if I didn’t mow my own lawn.

“You’re a nice young man,” she said.

“I only ask because there are footprints here. Fresh ones.”

Before leaving, Mike gave her his personal number and promised to swing by during his shift to keep an eye on things. When she asked about the people walking the road, if anyone else had seen them, he only frowned. He had no idea what she meant.

Back inside, she locked the knob and the deadbolt, then sank heavily into her chair.

*****

She was halfway through a rerun when the motion light blinked on again. She sprang to the window, but the yard was empty. She was lowering herself back into her chair when a knock came at the door. She froze.

Knock. Knock. Knock.

The motion light went off.

She snatched up her phone and tried officer Mike, her shaky fingers barely able to press the buttons.

Straight to voicemail.

“Oh no,” she whispered as another knock came from the back door.

Now there were two.

She dialed 911 but the line was busy.

She crouched low in her kitchen. The only spot between her and the front door.

Just as her eyes began to sag, a faint tapping came from the window above her head

Tap. Tap. Tap.

She craned upward to peek, when the front door thundered with another knock.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Knock. Knock. Knock.

The back door joined in, pounding in rhythm. She was about to bolt into the night when it stopped. Silence.

She stayed frozen in place until the first light of morning. When she got up, she noticed something was wrong in her house. It took her a moment to see it.

Her furniture had been shifted, just slightly out of place.

They’d been inside? No… impossible.

She got up and went outside. Somehow, that felt safer than staying there. At the mailbox, she froze. The trail of muddy footprints veered off the road now, cutting straight through her yard, and vanishing into the woods.

She hadn’t seen anyone walking. This must have been some foul prank for yelling at them… but why would they torment her so?

Tears pooled up in her eyes, thinking about how cruel they were being to her. All she wanted was a tidy lawn, some peace, to be left alone. Was that asking too much?

She stormed back into the house, and locked the door. With all her strength, she pulled her chair in front of the door and collapsed into it

They wouldn’t be going through that door anymore.

After catching her breath, she got up and started cleaning up around the house. She stacked dining chairs against the back door as a barricade, then busied herself scrubbing the kitchen, trying to erase the thought of them inside.

She went to her deceased husband's side of the bed and found his little .38 snub nose. She loaded it with the four bullets she had, and made sure it was ready. If the police couldn’t help, she would.

She still tried to call Mike, anyway. But once again, his phone was off. She poured herself a large drink and sat down against the door. She used the remote to turn on the tv and started watching her reruns.

*****

With the doors barricaded, she crawled into bed,a flashlight at her side and the .38 within reach. Sleep came quicker than she expected. She’d never admit it, but the gun gave her a small, false comfort.

As she drifted off to sleep,a voice whispered directly into her ear.

“Marion.”

Her eyes shot open, as she fumbled for the gun and the flash light, but nothing. The room was empty. She felt its breath on her ear, warm and impossibly real. She grabbed for her phone, but there was no service. That had never happened. She was just outside the city.

She fumbled to restart it but a knock at the bedroom door startled her into dropping it. She held up the gun, and tried to fire, but her hands shook, too weak to pull the hammer back. She hurled it instead. It struck the door with a heavy thud, then clattered uselessly to the floor.

The knob twisted, the latch clicked, and the door crept open.

She went rigid, paralyzed with terror.

But when the door swung wide, the hall beyond was empty.

“Mike? Is that you? I’ve got a…” Her eyes flicked to the pistol on the floor. “…a gun.”

She slid off the bed and crawled towards the pistol. She kept her eyes on the doorway, expecting someone, or something, to emerge at any moment. She was inches away when movement rippled in the corner. A massive shadow shifted, turning toward her.

Panic seized her. She bolted from the room, leaving the gun behind.

She tore down the hallway.

The front door was standing wide open.

No time to think, she ran bare foot out the door and into the yard, and stopped dead. The walkers were now standing in her yard, staring into the forest.

As one, their heads turned toward her. She spun, frantic.

No escape.

She tried to scream, but only a strangled screech tore from her throat, thin air clawing past terrified lungs. They closed in, circling, until the woods were her only escape. She fled—and they followed, as the forest swallowed her whole.

Inside, the night was thick. Like the forest had been waiting for her to leave the safety of her house. It didn’t chase her. It took her.

The Codex Of Hollow Names

The Codex Of Hollow Names (More images in my Artstation link)

In the oldest records it is listed simply as MEONPINAX, though later minds have softened this into The Codex of Hollow Names, as if the translation could made it safer. It could not.

To translate these pages is to unlock an understanding of the world that the human mind cannot accept. Glare into these images with great care and caution. Too much understanding can lead you down a path you will not come back from.

The Codex Of Hollow Names (The Meonpinax)